Sunday, June 21, 2009

tech: My IT History 1989-92 Macs, Pagemaker and Desktop Publishing


At Oxford (1989-92), I was reading Maths, with hindsight I would have reads Maths and Computing. While I was good at pure maths (calculus, linear algebra, logic) probability theory and statistics; but I never got on with abstract algebra or mechanics. If I had studied IT at university, I would have enjoyed this more and done better (well a lot better than struggling with fluid dynamics and group theory).

While I was at Oxford, I started to use Macs, Pagemaker and Desktop Publishing. I joined the Cherwell newspaper and for one term work on "Design and Production team", which typically involved converting late articles, graphics and other images into a finished newspaper before the print deadline. I had a close friend at the time (Zia Jafri) who was really talented at this sort of design work (he had some year-out experience producing reports for a marketing company in the City).

It was fun to work at Cherwell, Oxford's most self-confident students. The officers were nice, and the newspaper has a long and prestigious history. I also worked on the production of the Wadham Sound - a weekly college A3 newsletter.

Beyond this I didn't learn much about IT while at Oxford, in IT terms these were rather barren years.

tech: My IT History - 1982-88 The First Generation of Home PCs


The first IT book I ever read was a prize "30 hour basic" (I had won the school maths prize in 1982, the year I discovered my only solution for the rubic cube - "my greatest ever achievement" aged 11). I didn't really understand much more beyond the first chapter at first but I was captivated. Later when I went on develop a simple IT stock control system for my O level computer project, I went back to this book and understood the important of good modular design and using procedures and functions to avoid "spaghetti code".

In 1986, my father brought home an IBM PC AT, a physical huge machine, mostly green screen (text-based), and only the esoteric dos prompt to work from! At first none of the family had a clue how to use this machine. It was great, firstly I learn about DOS, my previous computers (BBC Model B, Commodore 64, Atari ST) had more basic operating systems with built in BASIS interpreters and uber-complex machine code (peeking and poking sprites was interesting but to tricky). Beyond the joys of DOS, my father wanted to know how to use word processors, write programs (the IBM BASIC language required which came with the machine required compiling) and use other applications, mostly text and command line based.

At school, I was studying Maths, Further Maths, Physics and Economics A levels. Good academic, logical subjects but no IT.

In 1988, I took a year-out to work as a research assistant in the Morgan Grenfell (in the heart of Londons Financial Captial - beautiful offices on Finsbury Square), then the Treasury (a magnificant building on the corner of Parliament Square and WhiteHall). In both these jobs, I was working with office applications: spreadsheets, word processors, charting tools, datastream, data query languages.. These were my first office jobs and not surprisingly I focused on IT and software, which in those days was seen as the preserve of the geeks (everything was still DOS based and so not very user friendly).

tech: Introduction to my weekly technology blog Welcome to my weekly technology blog! The idea behind this blow, is sit back at least once a week an

The first IT book I ever read was a prize "30 hour basic" (I had won the school maths prize in 1982, the year I discovered my only solution for the
rubic cube - "my greatest ever achievement" aged 11). I didn't really understand much more beyond the first chapter at first but I was captivated. Later when I went on develop a simple IT stock control system for my O level computer project, I went back to this book and understood the important of good modular design and using procedures and functions to avoid "spaghetti code".

In 1986, my father brought home an IBM PC AT, a physical huge machine, mostly green screen (text-based), and only the esoteric dos prompt to work from! At first none of the family had a clue how to use this machine. It was great, firstly I learn about DOS, my previous computers (BBC Model B, Commodore 64, Atari ST) had more basic operating systems with built in BASIS interpreters and uber-complex machine code (peeking and poking sprites was interesting but to tricky). Beyond the joys of DOS, my father wanted to know how to use word processors, write programs (the IBM BASIC language required which came with the machine required compiling) and use other applications, mostly text and command line based.

At school, I was studying Maths, Further Maths, Physics and Economics A levels. Good academic, logical subjects but no IT.

In 1988, I took a year-out to work as a research assistant in the Morgan Grenfell (in the heart of Londons Financial Captial - beautiful offices on Finsbury Square), then the Treasury (a magnificant building on the corner of Parliament Square and WhiteHall). In both these jobs, I was working with
office applications: spreadsheets, word processors, charting tools, datastream, data query languages.. These were my first office jobs and not surprisingly I focused on IT and software, which in those days was seen as the preserve of the geeks (everything was still DOS based and so not very user friendly).

tech: Introduction to my weekly technology blog


The idea behind this blow, is sit back at least once a week and focus on all the useful and interesting stuff I have learnt about computing and IT.

I have always been fascinated by computers and there is always more to learn and understand in the wonndeful world of IT.

For the last few years (since 1994) I have focused on databases (Oracle and SQL Server). Since 1997 I have been working in SAP Basis (infrastructure for SAP installations), which has a large element of DBA work and so this was a natural progression.

I also periodically help charities with there administration, building simple bespoke applications in MS Access

I am going to integrate these technology articles within my main blog, but I label each article "tech:" to clear mark technology articles.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Books: Before Night Falls - Reinaldo Arenas

This is not an easy book. Compelling, fascinating, shocking are the terms I would use, other opinion's from my local LGBT group were vile, disgusting and liar.

The following (from wikipedia) gives you a good, nutural idea of the themes of the book:

The film offers an episodic look at the life of Cuban poet and novelist, Reinaldo Arenas (1943-1990), from his childhood in the province of Orienteto his death in New York City. As a youth he joins Castro's rebels. By 1963 he is studying in Havana. He meets the wealthy Pepe, an early lover; their love-hate relationship lasts for years. His writing and openly gay lifestyle get him into trouble: he spends two years in prison, writing letters for other inmates and smuggling out a novel. Later he befriends Lázaro Gómez Carriles, with whom he lives stateless and in poverty in Manhattan after leaving Cuba in the Mariel boatlift. When asked why he writes, he replies cheerfully, "Revenge."


So why such strong reactions, apparently the liberal intelligentsia loved in the states:

His autobiography, Before Night Falls was on the New York Times list of the ten best books of the year in 1993. In 2000 this work was made into a film, directed by Julian Schnabel, in which Arenas was played by Javier Bardem.

In many ways his life was shocking, tough and highly alienated. Like many gay men, he has lots of sex, simply for the pleasure of it. Is it possible that the isolation and misserable poverty of living under a brutal regime (Castro's Cuba in the 1960s was hard on gay men), pushed him into an even more licentous life-style.

While sympathising with the local book group, he was at times vain, difficult and not an easy person to live with; I did despite this like him. He wasn't the sort of person who would become a close friend probably but he was colourful, highly articulate and deeply sensual.

The book group discussion reminded my of a very good joke my aunt and uncle told me recently regarding "intellectual elites":

Q: What it the collective noun for a group of academics

A: A spite

This is harsh but there is an element of truth here - a good joke.

Arenas spends much of the book with petty ill will and hatred to his colleagues, friends and lovers. It was an intensely stressful life where form allies cross and double-cross each other. Throughout the book there is a deep sense of paranoia.

Indeed he has much to fear, he is inprisoned for a couple of years and brutually tortured. Actually the prison itself it utterly savage and with prisonners left to almost starve, abusing and attacking each other; several prisonner are brutually murdered while in prison.

Peter Tatchell has written a very good piece regarding this film and gay/human rights in Cuba:


In the name of the new socialist morality, homosexuality was declared illegal and typically punishable by four years' imprisonment. Parents were required to prevent their children from engaging in homosexual activities and to report those who did to the authorities. Not informing on a gay child was a crime against the revolution. Official homophobia led, in the mid-1960s, to a mass round-up of gay people without charge or trial. Many were seized in night-time swoops and locked up in forced labour camps for "rehabilitation" and "re-education".

The repression did not begin to ease until the mid-1970s, and even then it was not because Cuba's leaders recognised their error. They halted mass detentions and reduced sentences largely because they were shamed by the international protest campaigns organised by newly formed gay liberation movements. A more significant softening of attitudes took place in the 1980s. With the advent of Aids, the Cuban authorities eventually showed greater tolerance towards homosexuals in order to win their confidence and support for safer sex. At around the same time came the secondment to Cuba of east German doctors and psychologists, who viewed homosexuality as a natural minority condition.

The 1979 penal code formally decriminalised homosexuality, but the legal status of lesbian and gay people in Cuba is still ambiguous. Homosexual behaviour causing a "public scandal" can be punished by up to 12 months in jail. Discreet open-air cruising in public squares and parks is tolerated, although often kept under police surveillance. Homosexuals are still deemed unfit to join the Communist party, and this can have an adverse impact on a person's career when appointments depend on party membership. Lesbian and gay newspapers and organisations are not permitted. The Cuban Association of Gays and Lesbians, formed in 1994, was suppressed in 1997 and its members arrested. Gay Cuba? Not yet.


It appears that AIDS has pushed the authorities to take a more realistic view of the world, but there is clearly much much more which needs to be done...

arts: More Picasso please


After seeing the fantastic recent Picasso exhibit I stumbled accross a piece in the Guardian "More sex please, you're artists".

Along with his artistic genius, there is a sensual pleasure to Picasso's art, which has captivated both men and women for the last century.

The article makes it point well:

There isn't enough sex in the arts today. Look back at the 20th century and the whole point of modernism was to liberate the carnal. DH Lawrence, priest of love, competed to shock the last survivors of the Victorian age with James Joyce, who rambled uninhibited to detail Leopold Bloom's underwear fantasies. In art, Picasso introduced the modern age with his brothel scene Les Demoiselles d'Avignon, and the surrealists confessed to unspeakable lusts. Even in classical music, there was a sense of orgasmic release, as is recognised by Melinda Gebbie and Alan Moore in their striking comic book Lost Girls, which portrays a riotous erotic encounter at the first night of Stravinsky's The Rite of Spring.


Some women don't like Picasso, the images are highly charged and clearly sexual. Are women on the whole more prudish than men? It is a big generalisation, but possibly true.

The article finishes:

Critics worry about why people would rather see a terrible film than a great play, why they'd rather read a trashy magazine than a book, and why the most god-awful dance music sells more than Steve Reich. It's because of the sex, stupid. If high art wants our attention, it needs to turn us on.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

general: Sometimes it is hard not to be cynical about "large powerful well-respected organisations"


This story is very telling, it is fairly recent but quite shocking. Why are our leaders so weak and imoral?


The Journal of the American Medical Association (JAMA) published its first cigarette advertisement in 1933, stating that it had done so only "after careful consideration of the extent to which cigarettes were used by physicians in practice." These advertisements continued for 20 years. The same year, Chesterfield began running ads in the New YorkState Journal of Medicine, with the claim that its cigarettes were "Just as pure as the water you drink... and practically untouched by human hands."

In medical journals and in the popular media, one of the most infamous cigarette advertising slogans was associated with the Camel brand: "More
doctors smoke Camels than any other cigarette." The campaign began in 1946 and ran for eight years in magazines and on the radio. The ads included this message:

"Family physicians, surgeons, diagnosticians, nose and throat specialists, doctors in every branch of
medicine... a total of 113,597 doctors... were asked the question: 'What cigarette do you smoke?' And more of them named Camel as their smoke than any other cigarette! Three independent research groups found this to be a fact. You see, doctors too smoke for pleasure. That full Camel flavor is just as appealing to a doctor's taste as to yours... that marvelous Camel mildness means just as much to his throat as to yours."


You can see an old ad in this series on youtube.